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Yellow Crocus by Laila Ibrahim

Posted on Wednesday, February 26, 2014

APRIL 14, 1837

Mattie lay curled around the warm shape of her son when the unwanted messenger knocked. She stayed on her pallet, reluctant to end this precious time, and listened to the sound of quiet snores coming from Poppy, her grandfather. She gazed at her young son, pressed her nose close against his soft neck to take in his sweet baby scent. She gently wiped the glistening sweat away from his damp forehead and gave him a tender kiss upon his temple. Another intrusive knock struck the door. Mattie got up. Cradling Samuel so close that she could feel warm puffs against her breast, Mattie shuffled across the packed dirt floor to the door. Though she expected this visitor, had anticipated a knock for weeks, she had dreaded this moment. Once she opened the door, her life would forever be divided into before and after. Mattie slowly pulled the rough plank door open and saw a lithe silhouette in the moonlight. There stood Emily, a girl with pale, hazel eyes and skin the color of tea with milk. Mattie had seen her before but did not know her well. She appeared to be no more than twelve. In contrast, twenty-year-old Mattie’s skin was dark as roasted coffee beans. Her jet-black hair, twisted into two tight braids that framed each side of her narrow face, was covered by a dingy white cloth wound tightly round her head. Her strong arms were scratched from tobacco. Dark eyes, big and round as caramel candy, took in all the comings and goings of the people around her.

Without introduction the skinny girl at the door mumbled, “You got to come now. The baby gonna be here soon.” With her news delivered, she turned back to the Big House.

Mattie called after her, “I gotta pass Samuel over to my poppy.”

“Be quick about it. They expectin’ you.”

As Mattie crossed to his pallet, Poppy sat up to receive his great-grandson. Tears pushed hard against the back of Mattie’s eyes. She kissed Samuel tenderly on his round cheek. “I love you,” she quietly poured into her son’s tiny ear and pressed her lips for a final time against his bald head. Her lips pulled tight inside her teeth, she carefully passed Samuel into Poppy’s outstretched arms.

“Remember, Rebecca gonna feed him when he get hungry,” she pressed out, though her grandfather was well aware of the plan.

She stared into Poppy’s eyes and hoped he understood all that she did not say. She wanted to be assured that her son would be well cared for, that he would be told she had not chosen to leave him, and that when she returned he would know that she was his mother. But Mattie said nothing. She did not scream in protest or plead for more time for her son to grow older. Instead she turned away in silence, blinking back tears as she left her home and abandoned her son. She had no choice. She had to be strong, get through this separation, and return to Samuel as soon as possible. Whether that would be in months or years, she had no way of knowing.

Yellow Crocus 

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Rating – PG-13

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Dangerously Hers by A.M. Griffin @AMGriffinbooks #LovingDangerously

Posted on Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Dangerously Hers

Short Excerpt

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She straightened her shoulders. “When aliens look at me, I want them to see someone strong.”

“Well if you ask me, the look you’re projecting is…” He scanned her from top to bottom. “Penis repellant.”

She narrowed her eyes and took a step closer to him so only he could hear her words. “Don’t make me fuck you up right here in the transport bay,” she threatened.

JB feigned surprise by opening his eyes wide and inhaling sharply. Exaggerating his efforts, he placed a hand on his chest. “Really, Jess? You’re going to pick a fight with me and on your first day on Sonis? Tsk, you’ll never keep a job at this rate.”

“Whatever,” she mumbled. “Stop fucking with me.” She scanned the area again. “I want to make a good impression.”

JB quirked a brow. “Let me get this straight. You are worried about a good first impression?”

Jess frowned. “Of course.”

“Since when?” he asked in disbelief.

She cocked her head in thought. She was stealing from Kane when she first met him. She had threatened to kill the guys when she first met them. She tried to strangle Sa’Mya when she met her… Oh yeah, she hadn’t been worried about making a good first impression in a while.

JB laughed. “C’mon, let’s get going.”

She shook her head. “No, Eva said she would meet us here.”

Jess adjusted the knapsack on her back and held the other tight in her hand. All her belongs could fit into two small bags. A far cry from the condo filled with high-end clothes and shoes she had back on Earth.

JB looked around the large docking area again. “I don’t see her here.”

She shifted from one booted foot to the other. “Yeah, but—”

JB swung his medium-sized duffle bag over his shoulder. “I’m going exploring. She’ll find us when she’s ready for us.” Without waiting for her response, he set out.

She had two choices. She could stay in the transport bay by herself or she could leave with JB.

He took two more long strides away from her before she rushed to his side.

She grunted under her breath as she stepped in time with him, just as he expected her to.

Asshole.

She followed as he led the way through the exit. She made certain not to brush against any of the aliens they passed. “What if we get lost?”

He turned, only to give her a wink. His blue eyes were alive with mischief. She figured that was the reason many females swooned around him, human and alien. “Then Eva will send someone to find us.”

She couldn’t help but grunt. JB didn’t give a damn about anything. She would’ve thought being abducted from Earth, sold as a slave to a mining colony and then spending a year on the run would have been enough to sober anyone’s attitude, but not his. If she didn’t know any better, she would think he didn’t have a care in the world. That’s if she didn’t know better. But as with the rest of their small band of misfits, JB had lost family and loved ones as well.

“What’s the plan now?” she asked when they reached a large communal area.

JB scanned the room of females and whistled low. “Trouble. The plan is to get into as much trouble as humanly possible.”

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Hidden by Derick Parsons @1_DerickParsons

Posted on Saturday, February 8, 2014

She attracted attention now in the form of the head of the History Department, Dr. Julian Symons, who hurried across the quad to catch up with her before she reached the door that led up to her second floor office.  Symons was an aging, would-be rake who delighted in his dubious reputation as a ladies’ man and who gave Kate the creeps, not least because she suspected that he started the rumors about his amorous adventures himself.  He was a short man and rather stout, given to wearing pink bow ties and silk shirts with his tweed suits, and just looking at him generally made Kate want to laugh aloud.  Not that she ever would; the funny little man really seemed to believe that he was a born lady-killer, and although she could never like him she hadn’t the heart to disabuse him of his delusions.

‘Katherine, my dear,’ he began in his high, nasal voice, offering her a wide, patronising smile, ‘How delightful to see you!  For a change.  You’re becoming something of a recluse around here.  Why, I go days sometimes without spotting your pretty face.  Not the way to win friends and influence people, my dear.  To say nothing of winning tenure.’

Kate’s lips tightened and she pulled her jacket closed; he did appear delighted to see her, but she didn’t much care for the parts he was so pleased to see.  She nodded and, wishing that he would raise his gaze to eye-level just once in their conversations, said in a neutral tone, ‘Julian.’

He did eventually look up from her breasts, which were in fact quite small and hardly demanded such close attention, and smiled at her slyly before saying, ‘I’m having a little soiree tonight and I was hoping you might grace it with your presence.  Badinage aside, we really don’t see enough of you, you know.’  His gaze dropped again and he said suggestively, ‘And I really would like to see more of you, my dear.’

‘The feeling is far from mutual,’ replied Kate dryly, partly irritated and partly amused by his elephantine attempt at flirtation; he was like a reject from an old Carry-on movie, and impossible to take seriously.  In fact, so labored was his act that she occasionally wondered if he were secretly gay.  ‘College social life leaves me cold, I’m afraid, and although I’m new to teaching I’ve been here long enough for the idea of tenure to fill me with horror.’

Symons raised his brows and cocked his head to one side, reminding her irresistibly of a sparrow looking for breadcrumbs, and looked at her in a pitying fashion.  College life –and particularly tenure- loomed so large in his own mind, in his own life, that he clearly didn’t believe her.  Couldn’t believe her; the college was the center of his universe.  His artificial and rather yellow smile never wavered as he said, ‘Well, come or not, just as you please.  Don’t let my importance on the faculty board influence you at all.’

‘I won’t,’ said Kate even more dryly, and with complete honesty; she wouldn’t, though many would.  She flashed him a brief, perfunctory farewell smile and turned to go, whereupon he said archly, ‘Well, play hard to get if you must.  But remember; the faster the quarry runs, the harder the pursuers chase.’

Hidden

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Reflections on Fundamental Matters by John H.T. Francis @JohnHTFrancis

Posted on Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Excerpt 4: Reflections on Fundamental Matters: Not for the Satisfied Mind – Chapter: On
Human Contradictions
416. We mostly live in societies where the more we develop and progress, the more animals we kill, and the
more sensitive we become about watching animals beings killed and knowing the details of how it happens.
We cry no for bullfighting, but we say yes to burger chains. We cry no to animal torture, but we say yes to foie
gras. We say we love animals, we seek to have some of them as pets, and we build zoos and parks to take our
kids to and watch them, but our collective behaviour is the biggest threat to the survival of most living species
on our planet. We want a nice juicy steak regularly, or we think tuna to be great for our diet. We want to help
animals on one side, but we need to eat them, kill them with pesticide, or chase them away to make more
comfortable space for us.
417. We want to preserve and spread human rights, workers rights, and female rights. But we also want to
buy as much as possible at the least cost possible, fully aware of the long series of infringements to our values
of which some of the cheap products we buy have been the result. These two attitudes are irreconcilable to a
large extent.
a. Some might argue that it is not the role of the consumer to be the moral judge on such issues; it is
the role of the regulator or the government that allows such imports to make their way into the
market. This is a valid reasoning. Nevertheless, the point on human contradictions remains.
b. All we are saying here is that, left to themselves, market participants can behave in contradictory
manners that require a watchful eye.
[…] 419. We reject torture and admit an inalienable right for every person to obtain fair judgment. We definitely
would not want to find ourselves in a situation where we are threatened by torture or receiving punishment
without due process. Yet, we know that our governments do operate a form of torture and legal mistreatment,
even in some of the countries known best for their freedom, rule of law, and human rights. We prefer not to
know about such details; we prefer to mind our own business and leave it to a small number of people to do
the dirty work for us. When we are scared, when fear takes hold of us, we allow even more of such actions to
take place. And the greater hypocrisy is that we feign shock, and we feign to be greatly indignant when such
practices come out to the surface.
420. We pretend that all humans are equal, or at least should have equal defined rights and duties, but our
news machinery and our government act every day in ways that point to the contrary, and we know it. A lost
life in a developed country is reported as a greater tragedy than a life lost in a poorer country, or when the
victims are remote or from a different culture. We equate few dead on one side, with thousands dead on the
other side.

Reflections

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The Crumbling Brick: A Fairy Tale by JoHannah Reardon @JoHannahReardon

Posted on Saturday, February 1, 2014

1 – THE CRUMBLING BRICKS

“Ella, is your room clean?” called the worn, tired voice from the bottom of the stairs.

“Yes, Grandma.” Ella’s voice rose as if she were yelling through a megaphone, hoping her grandmother would hear and leave her alone. School was bad enough, but summer vacation was even worse. To be twelve and have nothing to do but clean her room seemed unbearable.

Ella and her mother lived in the city in her grandmother’s house, so things had to be done Grandma’s way. Since her mother spent all day at work, it was up to Ella to do Grandma’s bidding.

Ella kicked the big stuffed bear that sat at the foot of her bed. Sometimes she missed the days when she could hug him and find company in his worn brown fur. He was no comfort today and even made her angry for looking so satisfied when she felt glum.

The rain pounded the window as Ella pressed her nose against the glass. The traffic on the street was thick as usual, but the water muffled the engine noise. She sighed as she turned to look around her room, staring at a poster on her wall portraying a unicorn drinking from a brook, his long mane brushing the water. Behind him loomed a huge castle, as grand as any in real or fairytale life. As she gazed at the picture, Ella’s heart ached with a great longing that she didn’t understand. Why did beautiful things hurt as much as they caused pleasure?

She plodded down the stairs to see what Grandma was up to. She peeked in the kitchen and noticed her dealing the cards out into a game of solitaire. “Come sit down and play some cards with me.”

“No thanks, Grandma,” she tried to answer cheerfully. She thought that if she had to play one more game of rummy, she’d scream.

“Suit yourself. You’d better start on the cellar, then, or your mother will have a word or two for you when she gets home.”

“I hate that place. It’s dark and damp and smells like something died down there.”

Grandma laughed. “I suppose that’s why it needs cleaning—sooner started, sooner done.”

Ella knew better than to argue with Grandma. She was easy to get along with unless she was defied—and then she got that snap in her eyes that made you wish you were invisible. Ella marched down the basement stairs to the rhythm of Grandma shuffling the cards, the tap of her shoes, and the drum of the rain.

As she brushed cobwebs out of her path, she decided to start with the far corner. It was the only place that wasn’t damp from the rain. She leaned over, bracing her foot against the wall to pull out the huge trunk in front of it. Upon giving a great heave, the trunk budged a fraction of an inch and Ella heard the old brick behind it crumble. Pretty soon the whole place would come down around their ears, she thought. Another tug brought the trunk closer. Ella gasped and let go, her momentum throwing her backward onto the hard, muddy floor. Bright sunlight poured from behind the trunk.

What in the world? How can there be sunlight coming through that wall? There’s only mud behind it! Ella’s strength increased as her curiosity soared. With a powerful jerk, the trunk came sliding across the floor. She could now see that the brilliant light was shining through a disintegrating  brick. Out of the corner of her eye, she noticed a hammer hanging on the wall. Grabbing it, she began pounding at the old bricks as sunlight beamed on her through the hole.

At last the hole was big enough to look through. Ella’s heart fluttered as she saw green waxy leaves all around and smelled lilacs and apple blossoms. She dropped the hammer and pulled the crumbling bricks apart with her hands, widening the space so she could squeeze through it.

Stepping out onto a grassy area with the green waxy leaves surrounding her, she realized that she was behind a clump of bushes. Whirling to gaze at the place from which she had just come, she found it comforting to see the chipped bricks lying about and the huge trunk sitting sideways in the old cellar. After brushing all the dust and dirt off of herself, she crept to a gap in the bushes to peer out. What she saw caused her to suck in her breath as if she’d caught her teacher kissing the mailman. A unicorn drank from a brook, his long mane delicately touching the water. In the distance a great castle loomed above the trees, its spires glittering like rubies against the bright blue sky. Ella wanted to run out into this glorious land but she could not trust her senses. She turned again to see the reassuring brick of the cellar. How could this be? Even though questions rolled around in her head, she felt nothing but gladness to have discovered something so wonderful in her dingy basement on this rainy day.

The unicorn jerked his head up and glanced her way, then bounded into the woods.

“Don’t go,” Ella found herself calling.

“You’ll never get a unicorn to stay around that way!”

Ella jumped at the sound of a small voice next to her. She turned to see a little man about a foot tall. His snow‐white beard reached his knees; it was neatly braided into three separate braids that contrasted with his bright red hair—not red as we know red hair, but red as a candied cherry—that stuck out in all directions from underneath his brown cap. His huge mouth, at least twice the size of a human mouth, startled Ella the most. His perfectly round nose and purple eyes made her feel like laughing.

“What kind of creature are you?” asked the little man with his forehead wrinkled and his mouth looking like it could swallow an apple whole.

“I’m a girl,” Ella answered, offended at having to explain something so obvious. Her anger flared even more as the wee man burst into laughter.

“Who ever saw a girl in old, faded pants and a man’s shirt? Surely you can think of a better story to tell me than that if you don’t want me to know the truth.”

“But I am telling the truth,” Ella said in a voice that sounded just like it did when she had to defend herself against a teacher who accused her of cheating. “In my world, girls dress this way.”

The little one stopped laughing at once and stared at Ella. “You come from another world?” His purple eyes grew large with wonder and fear.

“Yes, I do!” Ella declared as she pointed. “My world is right through that wall . . .” She stopped mid‐sentence in panic as she turned and saw that the hole was gone. The panic strangely turned to peace a moment later for no logical reason, though wonder still pervaded her thoughts.

The Crumbling Brick

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Malpractice! The Novel by William Louis Harvey @sexandlawnovel

Posted on Monday, January 27, 2014

Sunday morning was reserved for Paul’s golf game with his usual foursome, disturbed in recent weeks by the odd, brusque withdrawal of his friend Jim Follinsbey. They usually played at the Olympic Club course and had lunch there afterward, along with a drink or two. Louise was happy to stay at home and read Sunday’s San Francisco Chronicle and last Sunday’s New York Times. She did not play golf.

This evening, the museum was putting on a reception and cocktail party for major donors and board members, with a lecture about a new exhibition of ancient and recent Japanese pottery. Paul wore a tuxedo with cummerbund and looked dashing (he complained that he looked like a waiter, but he was secretly pleased with his appearance). Louise was lovely in a long, dark peach evening gown by some famous designer and appropriate but restrained jewelry (Paul had given her the diamond earrings when they married). Louise loved her Jaguar, and she drove them to the museum tonight.

The entrance was brightly lit, and there were several young valets out front. The guy who approached Louise’s Jag was pretty sharp; as he helped her out of the car, he said, “Nice car,” earning a big smile from Louise and a big tip later on. As they walked in, friends and museum staff greeted them enthusiastically, and then they went into the large reception. Waiters brought glasses of champagne and red and white wine, along with hors d’oevres, and they circulated among the crowd. (pp 75-76) Malpractice! the Novel

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#Suspense #Excerpt from The King of Sunday Morning by J.B. McCauley @MccauleyJay

Posted on Sunday, January 12, 2014

Top of The Pops
1989

How long ago did he take it? He knew it depended on weight and metabolism but he didn’t know for sure. It wasn’t an exact science. He had always banged the scotch down and smoked a lot of hash but this was different. This was the real deal. He’d heard it on the grapevine. These new pills from New York and Amsterdam were changing the social fabric of London. It used to be beer and punch-ups and now it was pills and loved-up. Arrests for unsocial behaviour were down and more importantly, the establishment was scared. It had been justly challenged with punk and then the gay abandonment and sexual ambiguity of Boy George et al nearly tore the nation asunder. But ironically Boy George then turned into every grandmothers’ favourite bingo partner and the urban landscape returned to its safe, apathetic roots and bland normality.

Then the people of the night tipped the world on its end. Space cadet record execs were bringing these pills back from New York. These little portents of love were apparently amazing. They took you elsewhere, gave you love in abundance and made the girls love you back. The summer of love, Woodstock itself, was being re-invented right in front of everyone’s eyes. The Sun and The Daily Mirror revealed the shocking threat to the nation and he believed the propaganda until his cousin told him to stop being daft.

He was nineteen and it was about time that he jumped onto the hedonistic bandwagon. He had missed out on punk and ska. There was hardly any rebellion in the 80’s. It was make-up and silly love songs. What had started out with the Sex Pistols and The Clash dived headlong into the rapture of Spandau Ballet and Duran Duran. There was no class struggle. Greed was good according to Margaret Thatcher and Reaganomics ruled the roost. Live now pay later. Ostentatious displays of wealth, cocktails and the word ‘yuppie’ were the order of the day. And guess what? The young had just about had enough.

The corporatisation of the weekend. The theme pub. The Saturday night super club. Big burly bouncers telling you, ‘Wrong shoes mate’, or ‘Wrong shirt’, even, ‘Sorry mate, just don’t fit the image’. Enough was enough!

Free parties were on the rise. Dance music was exploding. Warehouses were being taken over by huge sound systems and the kids and the drugs were everywhere. It was 1989 and the great British party massive had started.

They were in Slough, West of London. Slough was one of those peculiar afterthoughts of British planning. Pronounced ‘slau’, its name sounded ugly and its streets were much the same. A post Second World War new town. Pebble-dashed terraced houses built cheaply, without imagination and without soul. The only reason you went to Slough was because it was on the way to somewhere else. The English equivalent of Belgium.

It was one of the biggest holes he had ever been to but tonight it was his paradise. It was his conversion on the road to Damascus. For tonight he would experience the roller coaster ride that was MDMA and witness the world’s best on the wheels of steel. A warehouse. A laser. A bass bin. Tonight he would turn away from the beer soaked ravages of a football bender and become enveloped in the rush and the beautiful shiver of the white dove. Tonight he would be Top of The Pops.

King of Sunday Morning
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Mind Fields by Dylan Madrid

Posted on Saturday, January 4, 2014

Becca smiled. “An asshole wouldn’t bring lunch to his mother.”

“Yes, but clearly he’s forgotten a napkin and something to drink.”

Becca opened a bottom desk drawer and pulled out a purse. She fished out a few bills and placed them in the palm of her son’s outstretched hand. “There’s a vending machine down the hall,” she said.
“Pretty please?”

“I know where the machine is. I’ve done this before,” he reminded her.

“While you’re at it, get something for yourself,” she said.

“Your promotion has made you generous,” he noted. “I can’t wait for Christmas this year.”

“This doesn’t mean I’m paying your cell phone bill again this month, so don’t ask.”

“Do you treat all your minions like this, Lady Loan Officer?” he asked.

“Only the ones who refuse to find a job,” she replied.

“Why bother?” he asked. “I thought you were marrying me off. I’m assuming he’s wealthy. My job will be to keep him happy and spend loads of money and organize charity events. Just like a Real Housewife.”

Becca let out a small laugh. “Don’t count on it,” she said.

“You expect me to play stupid for a guy with no cash? Next thing I know, you’ll be convincing me love makes the world go round and to go with my heart. What has this promotion done to you?
Where is my mother? What have you done with her?”

“I’ll tell you everything I know for a cold pop and a napkin,” she said. “And hurry. There’s a gallon of vinaigrette on this salad and half of it’s on my face.”

“How classy we are,” he said, before leaving by walking backward out of the office and returning to the lobby.

Once he was out of his mother’s line of vision he turned face forward, ending the current one-player round of Rewind.

Another victory for me.

Adam passed by the obnoxious Money changes everything poster that had caught his attention just moments earlier. This time, he didn’t give it a second glance. Instead, he focused on his mission.
Sierra Mist for Mom. Diet Pepsi for me. I know the drill.

He stopped in front of the vending machine and aimed a dollar bill at the thin mouth. He caught a quick glimpse of his somewhat distorted reflection in the transparent plastic face of the machine.
Mom’s right. I’m too thin. I don’t want to be a jock or anything lame like that. That’s not my style. Never will be. I’m cool with being the nerdy college guy. But still, some tone and definition would be nice. Is that too much to ask for?

Adam’s gaze moved farther, past his own features and to the somewhat grimy black and white checkered floor behind him.

Seeing the square tiles triggered a childhood memory. His grandfather was there in the long hallway, standing by the silver drinking fountain like a protective bird. The old guy was wearing his favorite Irish tweed cap and black and yellow bowling shirt. He hadn’t shaved in a few days and looked like he needed a shot of whiskey.

Adam was six. Maybe seven. Together, they were waiting for his mother to close her teller window and join them for the all-too-important task of going shopping for school clothes. The errand had to be completed during her lunch hour. Since Mom’s car was in need of some expensive repairs, Grandpa offered to drive.

Adam had kept himself occupied by playing a solo game of hopscotch, jumping on alternating legs and feet from one square to the next. Each time, he landed with a catlike grace. He loved the echoing sound his rubber-soled blue and white sneakers created when they made contact with the marble floor. He was completely immersed in the activity until he heard his grandfather clear his dry throat and say with concern, “What’re you doing, Adam?”

I looked up at him. I remember that moment. The look on his face, in his eyes. Couldn’t he tell? Why did he have to ask? It was obvious.

“Boys don’t play hopscotch,” his grandfather explained, shaking his head with slight disapproval.

“But I’m good at it, Grandpa,” he replied. “So why shouldn’t I do it?”

They locked eyes, sharing a brief and silent conversation. Finally, Grandpa retreated. “I suppose
you’re right. There’re a lot worse things you could do.”

I wondered if he knew then. Did he know in that very second his grandson was gay? That hopscotch was just the beginning?

Adam slid the first bill into the vending machine and pressed a button. The purchased soda slid down an internal tunnel and landed with a thud. He repeated the process.

He bent down and retrieved the two cans, welcoming the sting of the cold aluminum against his palms. He clutched the sodas tightly, heading back in the direction of his mother’s new domain.

As he walked, Adam felt temptation tickle the back of his neck. He struggled for a few seconds, resisting the sudden impulse.

Don’t do it. People will think you’re strange.

As he neared the end of the hallway, he broke into an impromptu game of hopscotch in clear view of the customer-filled lobby. The stares and smiles coming at him from all directions only urged him on.
He reached the final black square and took a bow, despite the absence of applause.

“You’re the type of person people can’t ignore,” his best friend Stacey had told him after they’d known each other for only a week. They were sitting in what was now their favorite Irish pub, in a wooden booth soon to become their usual spot, toasting their new friendship by tossing back shots of watered-down tequila.

“You’ve got it all wrong,” Adam said. “I’m the one who’s always overlooked. The last one picked for the team.”

Stacey shook her head. “No,” she said. “Seriously, you walk into a room—any room—and people stop and stare at you because you take their breath away.”

Adam smiled and laughed. “I never realized I was so attractive,” he replied, half-joking.

“You’re not,” she said, dead serious. “It’s not about that. Not at all. I think you were just born with it.”

“An irresistible charm?” he asked, still hoping for a compliment.

“Gravity,” she explained. “You pull people toward you, Adam. It’s very powerful and you don’t even realize it. I love to just stand there and watch it happen.”

He stared into her eyes. “Is it happening now?”

“No,” she said, refusing to look away. “It doesn’t really work on me. I think I’m immune to it. From what I can tell, it has the strongest effect on men.”

“What are you smoking, Stacey?” he said. “Men don’t notice me.”

“Bullshit,” said Stacey. “Maybe it’s you who’s not aware.”

In the bank lobby, Adam whizzed past the poster of the fake family and filled the open doorway of his mother’s office with his strong presence, like an actor making a grand entrance at the top of the second act.

“I’m back, by popular demand,” he announced, followed by: “Oh, sorry.”

They were no longer alone. There was a tall man standing in Becca’s office. Adam zeroed in on the back of the stranger’s head, on his thick, dark hair and sun-kissed neck.

The man had a physical response to Adam’s voice. It was evident in the way his shoulder blades tensed and the muscles in his back tightened. Like someone had surprised him with a touch, or a kiss.


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Living in Grace: The Shift to Spiritual Perception by Beca Lewis @becalewis

Posted on Saturday, December 7, 2013

The 4th Step To Shift—Learn Perception Rules.

There is one “law” in the physical universe that can never be overturned or negated. The law that “Perception produces reality and what is perceived to be reality magnifies.” And its corollary: “An error in the premise must appear in the conclusion.”—Mary Baker Eddy, Science And Health With Key To The Scriptures.

Our point of view produces the visible. We verify what we believe through our senses and then agree that what we have verified is reality. With this agreement our personal reality reproduces itself again and again. Every reproduction creates a stronger belief. Belief produces emotion. Emotion strengthens our belief and the cycle continues.

Nothing we experience is how it “really” is. Everything we experience is the out-picturing of our highest understanding of Truth. We are seeing our “point of view” and calling it reality.

The reality rut.

Something that keeps us from stepping over our personal cow gate are the ruts we live in. What is a rut? A rut is something that happens over and over and over again in much the same way. The more we do and live in the rut, the deeper it gets. We live in ruts because we are so busy taking care of our daily lives we think we don’t have the time or energy even to examine the ruts—let alone step out of them.

We get into ruts because we have forgotten that what we believe to be reality magnifies. We look at the reality we have created by our own thinking, and think again that it is real. Our belief strengthens. After all, we can see, feel, taste, and touch it, and get emotional about it. With each confirmation we receive from the outside world saying that lack and limitation are true, our rut gets deeper.

A newly sighted person, blind from birth, does not immediately see the people and things around him. He first sees light. From there he “learns” to see by listening and touching what is already familiar. In time, he sees the form. We know that after being given their sight, some people decide it is easier to stay blind, and revert to sightlessness.

Isn’t this decision just like most of us sometimes? We perceive a new truth and begin to move towards it. But it involves work, and what before seemed so difficult and limiting now becomes the easier path to take. We retreat to the familiar of what we already know.

However, we deserve more. Rut living is not what we were designed to do. It is not our purpose. Our purpose is to express our personal talents and gifts as an unlimited Spiritual being, not to be bound to the sense of lack inherent in rut living. We can Shift our thoughts into high gear, an expanded view, and accelerate into abundance.

To get out of any rut we have to Shift our beliefs about what is real. This is a Shift in thinking. Whatever we shift our thinking to becomes our reality.

When you Shift your point of view, the world Shifts with you. Why is this true? Because the world we call “real” exists only in our own perception.

Welcome to spaceship Earth.

Paradigm: Pattern: an outstandingly clear or typical example. A philosophical and theoretical framework of a discipline within which theories, laws, generalizations, and the experiments performed in support of them are formulated.

Point of view = paradigm = rut:

Ruts (paradigms) are dug inch by inch, even before we are born. Those eagerly—or not—awaiting our arrival are preparing both the mental and physical ground for our life. They begin by projecting whom we will look like. They attach hereditary beliefs to us. They envision our future. They already either like or don’t like the impact we are having and will have on their own lives.

Once we are born, it is almost as if we have crash-landed in alien territory. We are totally new to the life system in which we find ourselves. No matter what our family or culture, the lifestyle is already set up and we must learn to adjust and fit in. We began to understand what works and what doesn’t. We adapt in order to survive and hopefully to thrive.

We hear what people say about us and about how the world works, and we believe it. We decide to agree with what we are learning about being here at this time, in this state of consciousness we call Earth, because we want to fit in. In time we forget what we knew before we “landed”: that we are Spiritual—not material—beings. We start believing the current system of reality, whatever it may be. We have accepted the worldview. The master hypnotist—our culture—has us hypnotized.

We must change the way we see the world. We are in a crisis of perception. What we need is a new vision of the world.

—Fritjof Capra, The Turning Point

The eye refuses to see what the mind does not know.

—Deepak Chopra

How ruts work.

Ruts, a.k.a. paradigms, filter information. They provide evidence to us that tell us this is how life is, so don’t bother asking for more. Or they prove to us that we were always right, so therefore we have nothing more to learn. When we say, “This is who I am,” we are stating our paradigm.

A paradigm operates in much the same way as a computer file. The computer will feed back anything that has been put into it. It cannot receive, let alone understand, any information that does not fit exactly within parameters. When we go to the memory banks and pull up the file called “father,” for example, we will see on the screen everything we have told the computer about father, nothing more.

The most important function of a paradigm is to act as a filter. Every bit of information that comes to us is filtered through our paradigm. Only the information that fits into what is defined by the paradigm (such as home, country, spouse, parent) comes through. We never know about most information available to us because the paradigm says “no”.

Most of the time, our paradigm does not allow us the chance to make a decision about what we think we want to know. However, if the paradigm called “me” is broad enough to let the information reach a decision level, we will still “consciously” filter according to our idea of who and what we are and who we are capable of being.

We will say “no” to anything that does not fit our belief system. If there is any other reality available to us, we are effectively kept from knowing it. At this point, we are the paradigm.

Living In Grace

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Infernal Gates by Michael J. Webb @mjwebbbooks

Posted on Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Chapter 6

Sam was seated in the front of one of the National Park Service’s two airboats, on the way for her second visit to the crash site. The wind blew her thick, black air off her oval-shaped face and caused tears to well up in her piercing blue eyes. The intense, August sun was in its full glory, and there wasn’t a cloud in the sky.

Sam was grateful she’d inherited her dad’s amber-colored skin tone, instead of her mom’s milky-white complexion. She’d never had to worry about getting burned in under fifteen minutes, as her Japanese mother had before she died.

Sitting next to her was Glenn Marshall, the overweight and slightly balding FAA representative from Miami. Immediately behind her—next to the Park Service ranger who was both their guide and the airboat driver—sat a tall, muscular black man. Special Agent Rodney Jefferson. He’d arrived from Charlotte just after lunch. From the time Frank had radioed her with his surprising discovery, and she in turn had called Mac, it had taken less than three hours for Agent Jefferson to show up.

The FBI Agent’s presence was a bad omen.

Sam almost wished she hadn’t been promoted to the IIC on this particular crash.

Almost.

She pushed her concerns out of her mind and focused on the swamp water as it raced by, intrigued by its color. She raised her voice so she could be heard over the roar of the airplane engine and called out, “Hey, Ben, what’s with the iced tea-colored water?”

The deeply-tanned ranger with the handle-bar mustache and long dirty-brown hair tied back in a pony-tail replied, “The water is stained by the peat and decaying vegetation. The Okefenokee is the largest peat producing bog in the United StatesBseven hundred square miles worth. We’re lucky the fire from the crash wasn’t worse than it was.”

The airboat suddenly slowed.

“What’s up?” Agent Jefferson asked.

“We’re crossing a prairie,” their guide answered.

“This doesn’t look like any prairie I’ve ever been on,” said the FAA man from Miami, trying unsuccessfully to appear comfortable in the scorching heat.

“In the swamp, a prairie is defined as a shallow expanse of water covered with aquatic plants. I learned the hard way to take it easy in these tight quarters—I don’t want to flip this baby.”

“I’m with you,” Agent Jefferson said. “I don’t intend becoming alligator meat.”

“Alligator meat?” the rotund man from Miami echoed.

“Yeah. Like that one over there,” Ben said, a crooked smile on his face.

His three passengers turned as one.

“I don’t see anything,” Agent Jefferson said.

“I do,” Sam said. “See the pair of black eyes looking at us like we’re its next meal.”

Ben chuckled. “There are over thirteen thousand gators in this swamp. In the past twenty years, there have been less than a dozen attacks against humans. When gators do attack, they typically take things at the water’s edge. They’re ambush predators, adapted to sneak up on prey—like hogs, deer, possums, and raccoons.”

“But they do attack humans,” the FAA man pressed. “I read about a ten footer that ate a bag lady once.”

Their guide snickered. “Occasionally, incidents do occur. That’s why we don’t allow tourists to feed any of the wildlife. There was a documented account of an accident on Ossabaw Island, about twenty miles south of Savannah. A biologist, who made grunting calls similar to that of young gators while splashing his fingers in the water, was attacked by a large adult alligator submerged in the water directly in front of him.”

“What happened to him?” the FAA man asked, a pained look on his sweating face.

“He stuck his thumb into the gator’s eye and managed to escape with all of his body parts intact.” Ben paused, then added with a wink, “The moral of that story is, if you ever find yourself in a situation where gators might be present, don’t make noises like you’re one of them.”

No one laughed. They just stared at the huge, partially submerged gator.

The monstrous carnivore looked like a modern-day aquatic dinosaur to Sam. It had dragon-like skin, a long muscular tail, and powerful jaws. If she had to guess, based upon its length relative to the airboat, she would say the beast was at least twelve feet long. There was no way she wanted to be in the water anywhere near a beast like that.

The airboat picked up speed again and they left the prairie behind.

Before they’d gone far they saw a great egret, cool and reserved. Sam watched it as they passed by, intrigued by the huge bird’s lack of fear, and its skill. It stood perfectly still in the shallow water, almost as if it were meditating. Then, with blinding speed, its long neck snapped down, caught an unsuspecting fish, and ungracefully shook the hapless creature down its long throat.

The concept of ‘survival of the fittest’ had just been played out before her eyes, as it was likely done a hundred times a day here. The ongoing dance of life and death she’d just glimpsed reminded her of what often went on metaphorically inside the Board.

Mac’s words of warning about watching her back echoed inside her head.

They arrived at the crash site a few minutes later.

The sickly-sweet smell of death hung in the air, even though they had yet to find even a single body part.

As Sam pulled on her waders and stepped into the shallow water, she shuddered to think what the carnage would have been like had the plane crashed into a heavily populated residential area, instead of an isolated section of a National Wildlife Refuge.

“Keep your eyes peeled for snakes,” Ben yelled from the back of the airboat.

“Snakes?”

“Thirty-seven species of them call this place home. But you only have to worry about two of them—the cottonmouth and the diamondback rattlesnake.”

“They can swim!” Sam exclaimed.

“Only the cottonmouth. The diamondback prefers the dryer pinelands and palmetto flatwoods—like those at the edge of that small island you’re headed for.”

“Great,” she muttered.

Sam didn’t wait for Special Agent Jefferson, or the FAA representative, to get their waders on. She wanted to talk to her team face to face. She was learning that even though being the IIC meant she could pretty much run the investigation however she wanted, most of her time was eaten up by all of the administrative aspects she had to oversee; not to mention the press briefings. That meant she had to rely on the reports of her team for information.

She wasn’t used to that and didn’t like it at all.

The rest of her team, with the exception of Ted— who was doing his work back at the Inn via phone and a jazzed-up computer video connection—had been on site since the crack of dawn. Marissa was still trying to locate the plane’s two “black boxes,” a pair of rectangular, steel containers that looked like small tool boxes. They weren’t actually black, they were bright orange. The one that recorded data from the cockpit was called the cockpit voice recorder. The other one was the flight data recorder. Both were located in the tail of the plane and both were designed to withstand an impact of thirty-four hundred G’s and a thirty minute two thousand-degree Fahrenheit fire. Sam hoped they would provide answers to the difficult questions everyone was asking.

“Samantha—over here!”

She grimaced at the sound of Frank’s high-pitched, nasal voice. He was the only one on the Team who refused to call her Sam. It was a petty way for him to let her know that he regarded her as a woman trying to do what he believed was a man’s job. She’d dealt with worse, especially in the military, but there was something about Frank’s entire demeanor that really got to her. She wished she could let his arrogant sense of self-importance, and his childish insistence on always being the center of attention, roll off her back.

“Hold your horses, Frank, I’m coming,” she yelled as she glanced over her shoulder. Her two companions had wrestled their waders on and were just a few feet behind her. “And I’ve brought the Calvary with me.”

She reached the small patch of ground Frank and Tony were standing on, stepped out of the murky water. The foul-smelling mud sucked at her feet like quicksand. She was glad she’d brought the waders. They kept the lower half of her body dry, safe from pesky critters that might think her soft flesh was delectable.

Frank held up a piece of charred, twisted metal, approximately three feet by two feet. Tony had one of his many chemical kits sitting out on a makeshift table. As soon as she reached the two of them, Frank said, “We’ve just finished confirming my initial findings.”

“Which were?” Agent Jefferson asked as he and Marshall joined them.

Tony said, “We’re reasonably certain this is part of the door assembly from the baggage compartment. We’ve also determined the dark residue you see here, seared into the metal, is some sort of explosive material. Frank believes it is from a bomb.”

“What do you mean ‘some sort’?” Marshall slapped a mosquito feasting on his exposed forearm. He squashed the small insect with the palm of his hand, leaving a smear of blood on his pudgy, pallid flesh. “Can’t you be more specific?”

“Not without a complete chemical work-up back in D.C.. I don’t have the capability to do extensive testing on site. I want Dave Westerberg to take a look at this.” Westerberg was the Board’s bomb specialist.

“How long will that take?” Agent Jefferson asked.

Tony looked at Sam.

“Is there anything else you need to be doing here, Tony?” she asked.

“Not unless Frank thinks he can’t do without me. If I take the Citation and leave this afternoon, Westerberg can start working his magic this afternoon.”

“I’ve got another couple days work ahead of me to wrap things up, but I think I can manage without you,” Frank said, his tone condescending.

Sam fought her anger. She couldn’t decide whether or not to publicly rebuke Frank. As usual, he was behaving as if he’d found the golden BB, the NTSB nickname for a piece of evidence that instantly explained why a plane crashed. She knew there had been a few—like the latch on a DC-10 cargo door that caused a crash in Paris in seventy-four, and a jet engine part that had broken off and brought down a United Airlines flight in the late eighties. Typically, however, investigations were grueling, methodical, and plodding. Answers were usually arrived at by a process of elimination, not instant discoveries.

Always the cowboy, Frank thrived on beating everyone else to the punch, even if he missed the details.

Before she could make her decision, Agent Jefferson said, “So, let me get this straight. You’ve been out here, what, five, maybe six hours tops, and you believe a bomb brought this plane down?”

Frank looked like he’d been slapped in the face. “And you are?”

“Special Agent Jefferson, FBI.”

“Well, Special Agent Jefferson, I suppose you’ve had extensive training in investigating aircraft accidents.”

Sam wasn’t surprised by Frank’s reaction. She knew he didn’t like the FBI. In his wilder, younger days, he’d smoked pot. That behavior, uncovered by the Agency during his background check, kept him from getting the high-level security clearance he’d needed in the military to work in Intelligence. Frank once told her that when the FBI showed up on an investigation, it was like having a bad summer cold. You took two aspirin, drank lots of water, and went about your business, hoping things didn’t get any worse than they already were.

Jefferson glared at the NTSB investigator. “My specialty is anti-terrorism.”

“Agent Jefferson was the Agent-in-Charge of the 9-11 investigation,” Sam interjected. She was enjoying the look of consternation on Frank’s pugnacious face.

Jefferson finished with, “Seems to me that you’ve made a pretty big circumstantial leap in a very short period of time.”

Frank retorted, “I’m sure you are well aware that bombs leave calling cards, Agent Jefferson. If one exploded inside the plane, hot gas would have spread quickly and deformed everything it touched. The resulting wreckage, like this door for instance, would be pitted with tiny holes resembling craters in the moon. It would also have black streaks radiating outward from the origin of the blast—telltale residue that can’t be wiped off with your finger.”

His audience of three stared at the rectangular piece of disfigured metal as he turned it around. They could see he was describing exactly what the charred baggage compartment door looked like. Frank wiped a thick, gloved finger across the metal for dramatic effect, then held his hand up. There was no black discoloration on his glove.

“Okay, you, two, that’s enough,” Sam said. She knew something else about Frank. His father had worked in the Pentagon. He’d been horribly burned in the crash of American Airlines flight 77, the 757 used like a missile against the Pentagon by al Quida terrorists on 9-11. Not only did Frank dislike the FBI, and Airbus, he hated terrorists. He also believed the federal government didn’t do enough to prevent bomb attacks against civilian aircraft.

Sam looked at Tony. “Take the Citation—and let me know as soon as you find anything.”

Tony reached over and took the piece of evidence from Frank, then wrapped it gingerly in plastic, as if it were a precious piece of art.

“Sam—Tony—Frank!” Marissa called out from fifty yards away. “I’ve found the black boxes.”

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DELETED SCENE THREE TEARS OF TESS – Pepper Winters @PepperWinters

Posted on Monday, December 2, 2013

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TEARS OF TESS

Copyright PEPPER WINTERS

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The button popped open and I drew the zipper with its tiny multiple teeth down and down, opening my master’s trousers as if it was the most natural thing in the world.

Some part of me screamed inside the Perspex cage I built. Ranting and raging for true freedom, not phantom vacancy. But I muted the voice. I didn’t need it. It just complicated my already complicated life.

Q might be able to use me as he saw fit, but he’d never touch the most important part of me. That I saved for Brax. For my own survival. I’d opened the locked door again when I was free and not before.

Sighing, I relaxed for the first time since I’d been stolen. This was defense. I could see now how prey coped. Always living with the knowledge of pain or death. It didn’t matter. My body was dispensable. My soul was forever.

Tears of Tess

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Isabella: Braveheart of France by Colin Falconer @colin_falconer

Posted on Friday, November 29, 2013

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The coronation banquet is held at Westminster Hall. The food arrives late and is cold, the grease settled. Her uncle Lancaster stands up with a mouthful of goose and shows the assembly that the meat is raw before hurling a haunch of seared and bleeding beef at an usher.

There is no shortage of wine and the several of the guests become bawdy. Her brother Charles approaches her with her uncles and indicates that it is time to leave. Edward has his arm around Gaveston, and their fingers are intertwined. They have no eyes for anyone else. Gaveston kisses his cheek.

“Have you not a care?” the Earl of Lincoln shouts at him and has to be restrained. The King hardly notices.

They retire to an antechamber. Valois has a servant fetch him wine.

“I was once on crusade in Outremer,” Evreux says. “I was lost in the desert among some brute Germans who could do no more than grunt at each other and because we starved we ate one of the camels raw. Even so, the company and the food was better than it was tonight.”

Valois props himself in a window seat and stares at the river, in a sulk.

She hears it described how the king allowed Gaveston to prepare both the coronation and the feast. They all count both a disaster. “Did you see the tapestry he prepared for the occasion?” Charles says to Valois. “It had Gaveston’s arms beside the king’s. It should have been my sister’s arms placed there. He has insulted our entire family!”

The door bursts open and Lancaster stamps in. “He couldn’t organize a fuck in a barrel full of whores.” Valois nods towards Isabella and Lancaster’s face turns pink. “Your grace,” he says and bows. “I did not see you.” But he is only off his stride for a moment. “Did you see what he wore?”

Isabella stares at the floor. She has never heard language as ripe as this. This has been altogether an interesting day. “I need to get out of this damned country.” Evreux mutters.

“Why is everyone so angry?” Isabel asks him.

“No one is allowed to wear purple but the king!” Lancaster shouts at her before remembering himself and lowering his voice. “Look at me! Is gold not good enough for him as well? And he dares hold the Confessor’s crown! Is he high born? Is he noble? The privilege should have been mine or Warwick’s!”

“We sympathize with your plight,” Charles says. “But let us desist. We are upsetting my sister.”

“He has insulted her as well.”

“I agree.”

“Are you not vexed?”

“Vexed? I am ready to do murder. But one wonders if that would be a wise course. This is not our realm.”

Lancaster stamps across the room and pounds a fist against the wainscoting. It causes it to dent and splinter. “Did you see them sitting there, staring at each other?”

“Will you all please explain to me what is happening?” Isabella says.

They all look at her. The child can speak. But how can she understand? There is a long and difficult silence. They all wait for one of the others to do the talking.

Finally Charles sits down beside her and picks up her hand. “We are shamed that he pays his favourite more attention that you”

“Who is this Gaveston, where he is from?”

“He is a Gascon, a squire in the former king’s household. They grew up together. They became close friends.”

“Close!” Lancaster snorted.

“I heard his mother was burned as a witch,” Valois said, still looking out of the window.

“There is no truth in that rumour,” Evreux says. “The plain facts about him are bad enough without making up falsehoods.”

“Why does he favour him above anyone else?” Isabella asks them.

More looks. Charles waits for Valois to help him but he joins Evreux by the window. Lancaster shrugs and turns away. “Do not fret, Isabella. This shall not stand. He shall give you the respect that is your due.”

“I shall go to my knees tonight and ask the Virgin for guidance in this,” Isabella says.

“Then you shall not be the only one on your knees when the candles are out,” Lancaster says and walks out, leaving behind an embarrassed silence.

Isabella

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Gringa – A Love Story (Complete Series books 1-4) by Eve Rabi @EveRabi1

Posted on Wednesday, November 27, 2013

It’s almost dinner time so I get ready. My dress is scarlet, short, strappy and figure-hugging, my heels are sling-back stilettos, my lipstick is porn-star red. I look in the mirror and smile. Then I kiss the mirror and say, ‘You’re smoking, Delilah!’ Finally I’m confident enough to face everyone at the dinner table.

Five minutes later, I yank off my dress, kick off my heels and hurriedly wipe off my lipstick. ‘You look like a tart!’ I say to myself, my confidence shaky again.

In just my bra and panties I sit on my bed and ruin a good manicure with my teeth. This is so not me. But then I remember the FBI, the freedom of the villagers, my grandchildren and its back to my slutty dress, my hooker heels and my porn-star lip gloss.

I’m late for dinner so I hurry along. They better notice. Diablo better notice – these stilettos are pinching my toes. How the hell does Paris walk in six inch heels with such ease?

The moment I enter the dining room, conversation ceases. Diablo slowly rises to his feet, mouth agape.

Easier than I thought. Suppressing a smile, I take my seat.

Everyone is staring. I’m somewhat pleased. Embarrassed, but secretly thrilled. I’ve never been able to bring conversation to a halt before.

Christa eyes me, a fixed smile to her garnet lips. ‘Gringa is looking very … different today,’ she scoffs, her eyes sweeping over me.

Bitchface is talking to me? I didn’t know we are on speaking terms again after she whipped my ass and incapacitated me for three weeks. And how come Diablo has just forgiven her like that? I got a good mind to break her other leg with my stilettos.

‘Why? You going to a ball or something, eh gringa?’

Lots of laughter around the table. Santana’s laugh dominates.

Suddenly, I feel like an idiot and I resist the urge to run back to my room.

Using my middle finger (A move I learnt from Paris) I slowly move my hair aside from my heavily made up face and smile sweetly. Usually, I’d use my middle finger differently.

‘I sure am,’ I say, in what I hope is a Marilyn Monroe voice – you know – soft, breathy. ‘And …’ I look at Diablo from under my lashes, ‘I’m taking Diablo with me, so don’t wait up, ’cos we may be late.’

‘Oooooh!’ the men chorus, while Christa slams back in her chair, a granite look in her eyes. Bet that’s not the response she expected?

Santana picks at the table with her steak knife.

Diablo raises both his bushy eyebrows but does not smile or join in the chorus.

I hold his gaze and tilt my head to one side. He gives me the slightest of nods and spends the rest of the evening ogling me, pissing off Santana and Christa.

I ignore their barbs and focus on my target.

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BOOK BLURB:

I was twenty-one, a sassy college student who took crap from no one. While holidaying in Mexico, I was accosted by The Devil of Mexico called Diablo and shot, because the s.o.b. mistook me for a spy.
I survived, only to encounter him again months later. How’s that for luck?
Furious and sick of all that I’d been through because of him, I slapped him, told him to go to hell and braced myself for the bullet. He could shoot me – I no longer cared.
But, to my surprise, he became fascinated with me and blackmailed me into becoming his woman. He’d slay the entire village that sheltered me, if I rejected his proposal.
He was Kong, hairy, tattooed from fingertips to face, with scary ass piercings, blood-shot snake eyes, a ruthless killer and above all, he was my murderer – how could anyone expect me to say yes?
To save the village I had to.
He took me by force, terrorized me into submission and made me his. To make matters worse, I had to put up with his ruthless, backstabbing family who hated me and wanted to kill me.
I despised the bastard and I told him that. Spark flew. Fists too.
But, the more I rejected Diablo, the more he wanted me.
At times he wanted to kill me because of my insolence, but other times he just wanted me to love him.
I was his Gringa and in an attempt to get my love, he began to change for me. Drastic changes that made me laugh at him at first, then made me curious.
As the days went by, I found myself drawn to him and I began seeing him differently. When I found out about his past, everything changed.

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Deception – A Palace Full of Liars – Book 1

Deception – A Palace Full of Liars – Book 2

Burn’s World – Book 1

Burn’s World – Book 2

Burn’s World – Book 3

Burn’s World – Book 4

CAPTURED – My Sworn Enemy, My Secret Lover – Book 1

CAPTURED – My Sworn Enemy, My Secret Lover – Book 2

Gringa – A Love Story Book 1

Gringa – A Love Story Book 2

Gringa – A Love Story Book 3

Gringa – A Love Story Book 4

THE CHEAT – A Tale of Lies and Infidelity – Book 1

THE CHEAT – A Tale of Lies and Infidelity – Book 2

You Will Pay – For Leaving Me (This book is free to Eve Rabi Fans)

Obsessed with me –Book 1

Obsessed with me –Book 2

Betrayed – He’d get his Girl at Any Cost

My Brother, My Rival (Book 1)

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Thirty Scary Tales by Rayne Hall @RayneHall

Posted on Tuesday, November 26, 2013

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Fig Moon gave way to Olive Moon, yet the heat did not feel any less intense. The sun sucked the moisture from Turgan's pores.

When he splashed water into his face to cool down, he saw that his palms had a grey tinge. A cold fist clenched in his guts. Had the time come?

It might be a trick of the light, because colours always paled at noon.

He waited until the sun stood three finger breadths above the horizon, then stepped into the shade as if to relieve himself. He studied his arms, turned them over, found what seemed to be the beginnings of grey. The grey of his feet probably came from dust, but the knees...

A whip cracked. “Back to work,” the overseer bellowed.

“Yes, sir.” If there was grey in his arms and legs, was his face turning grey as well? Just in case, he pulled the broad-brimmed straw hat deeper into his face.

He returned to the row of shadufs, found the one he was supposed to operate, and resumed work. If the greyness had started, how long before his body and mind began to decay?

If the time had come to end his existence, this might be his last day. The palm fronds waved their rich green, and the water in the buckets glistened. Cicadas rasped, birds chirped, and a child gurgled with laughter.

Life was beautiful. Every fibre of his awareness wanted to live.

He tested his body's strength once more and found it unimpaired, so there was still some time.

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Thirty Scary Tales

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Finding Claire Fletcher by Lisa Regan @Lisalregan

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Three days later, Connor pulled up in front of the address Claire had left for him. He’d wanted to see her right away, but he’d been out of the dating game for eight years and didn’t want to look desperate.

Yesterday, thoughts of her had led him into Denise’s formal dining room. He wanted to throw out all the dust-covered cherry furniture, but the impractical writing desk was all he could carry out alone. He carried it outside and threw it on its side with a clatter. He stood looking at it next to the rest of his trash with a half-grin of satisfaction. He felt more liberated than he had since Denise left.

1201 Archer Street was a two-story single home set on a tiny piece of land. It looked as if it had been beautiful at one time, but now paint peeled in uneasy strips from the siding and the front yard was overgrown with weeds. The two concrete steps leading to the front door were cracked and crumbling.

Connor paused a moment before knocking. Maybe he should have called her first. He could have easily found her number using her name and address. No, he decided quickly. He opened the screen door and knocked three times on the storm door. Claire left only the address. If she meant for him to call, she would have left a number.

The door was answered by a tall, wiry woman with short, black hair cut in a shapeless style. Her face bore a striking resemblance to Claire’s though she was certainly older—not old enough to be Claire’s mother; perhaps a sister. Her eyes were shaped similarly, although their blue shade was lighter than Claire’s. She had the same narrow, delicate nose, the same chin.

“Can I help you?” asked the woman.

Connor shifted his weight from foot to foot. “Hi,” he said. “I’m here to see Claire Fletcher.”

The woman’s face paled. She hesitated before opening the door wide with one trembling hand. “Come in,” she said.

Connor stepped inside the foyer. The woman turned to the flight of stairs opposite them and yelled, “Tom!”

Connor felt a prickling sensation in his arms and legs. Unconsciously, almost of its own volition, his right hand slipped inside his jacket to rest on the butt of his pistol. “Is something wrong?” he asked.

The woman ignored him, her eyes fixed on the steps. Waves of raw, scarcely contained energy rolled off her. A disembodied male voice barked back from somewhere above them. “What?”

“Tom! Get down here right now.” The woman’s voice rose an octave and realizing it, she covered her mouth with one hand. She did not look at Connor.

His palm was dry and steady, resting on his weapon, though the logical part of his mind could divine no possible danger at hand.

Tom came trotting down the steps in blue jeans and a long-sleeved, button-down shirt. He looked to be in his thirties, about Connor’s age, although his brown hair was thinning at the top. His eyebrows rose quizzically at the woman, but the rest of his face smiled kindly at her. Connor eased his hand out of his jacket.

“Brianna?” Tom said, taking her elbows.

She nodded her head toward Connor but did not look at him. Tom turned his bright smile on Connor and extended a hand. “Hi,” he said. “Tom Fletcher.”

Connor blinked but shook hands with the man. “Connor Parks,” he replied.

Tom clapped his hands together. “What can I do for you, Connor?”

Before Connor could answer, Brianna said, “He’s here to see Claire.”

Tom was obviously someone whose face lacked the ability to hide emotion. Whereas Brianna’s face had paled, Tom’s flushed a deep red at the mention of Claire’s name. Shock and confusion played havoc with the man’s features. He wouldn’t make a very good criminal, Connor thought.

Tom stared at Connor as though he’d shown up holding Claire’s decapitated head in one hand. “Claire,” Tom gasped.

Finally Brianna’s eyes were on Connor, but he did not like the look of them at all. “Yeah,” Connor said. “Claire Fletcher. She gave me this address.”

Tom’s hands flew to his chest. “When?”

Connor shrugged. “Um, jeez, a few days ago. Wednesday, I think.”

“That’s not possible,” Brianna said icily.

“What?” Connor said.

Tom stepped toward him, a look of wounded pity on his open face. “Connor—Mr. Parks, our sister disappeared ten years ago. She’s never been found.”

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Making Wishes by Marilyn Holdsworth

Chapter 3

Across town from where Elloree sat listening to the chatter in the Art League meeting, Mark Williams replaced his phone receiver and stared at it. He had picked it up only to put it down again several times during the last few minutes. It was Saturday morning, and his empty offices were coldly deserted, the heavy silence at once a relief and oppression to him. His old, walnut desk was strewn with unopened mail and unanswered memos, but he sat drumming his fingers impatiently on the work-worn wood.

“Oh hell,” he muttered to himself. “I promised I’d leave her alone and let her make her own decision, but damn it, it’s a crime for her to even think of passing up this chance.”

At forty-five, Mark Williams had a rugged rather than handsome appearance. Even in an expensive, perfectly tailored suit he managed to look slightly disheveled. Thick but already graying hair framed a keenly intelligent face lined and hardened by years of fighting for his business survival. Although only of average height, his broad shoulders and determined air made him appear much taller. Mark Williams had never wasted much time worrying over his appearance or his appeal to women. He had always been singularly driven by his fierce desire to build his company, Wishes Inc., into a respected, international competitor, and everything else in his life had come second.

He whirled his well-worn, burgundy, leather office chair around and faced the window. It wasn’t a pretty view, but to Mark, the sprawling gray industrial area below was the real city, and he loved it. He had turned down several opportunities to move his company from this dreary, unsophisticated end of town. His wife, Sylvia, had urged him to move uptown as soon as Wishes Inc. had begun to grow, but he had stubbornly refused. To him, this was where his life was, and the real pulse of the city could be felt only here. He sat staring out on the foggy, damp cityscape lost in his thoughts of Elloree. Just as he heard the outer office door open and then click shut, he made a silent promise to himself. Somehow, he would get her to accept his offer.

“Good morning, Mr. Williams,” came the somewhat formal but pleasant interruption.

“Oh yes, Miss Mills, I forgot I asked you to come in this morning.” His thoughts came back to the present.

Joan Mills looked slightly rebuffed by his casual, forgetful tone. She had been his dedicated secretary for many years, and she was what Mark called good people, the kind it was hard to find these days—loyal, hardworking, and unattractive. Long ago, he had decided unattractiveness in a secretary was a definite virtue. Too many of his business acquaintances insisted on window-dressing their offices with voluptuous young secretaries. Their images might flatter male egos, but Mark had heard more than one story of steamy office romance gone sour. Too often, the pretty corporate playmate turned into a bitter adversary, claiming sexual harassment or crying fraudulent tax evasion to the government auditors. For Mark Williams, such entanglements brought risks that would never be worth taking. Hard work and dedication to Wishes were all that mattered in an employee. And although he insisted on total loyalty to him and to Wishes, he rewarded those around him generously when they worked hard to accomplish company goals.

This morning, Mark really looked at Miss Mills for perhaps the first time in five years. She was wearing a charcoal, pinstriped suit with flat, serviceable shoes. The drab color she wore seemed to reflect her personality. Quiet and never prone to giggles or emotional outbursts, Miss Mills was consistently efficient and paid strict attention to detail. Her monotonous wardrobe of gray skirts with matching sweaters or blouses was only occasionally varied by black or dark blue accents. Summer or winter, her shoes were the same sensible, low-heeled black leather and her hair, now streaked with silver, still hung loosely to her shoulders, as it had when she had walked through the door of Wishes on her first day.

It struck Mark this morning that Joan Mills had been unobtrusively growing older with him and Wishes, Inc. It startled him to see just how much she had aged since he’d last looked at her. Although no one could accuse Miss Mills of ever having been pretty, she had an honest, sincere character that reflected itself in her quiet, peaceful expression. Mark couldn’t help but think how funny it was that he still called her Miss Mills after all these years, but somehow it would seem almost blasphemous to even think of such an individual as simply Joan.

Miss Mills was busily preparing coffee in the adjoining room. Presently, she reappeared, cheerfully placing a steaming mug before him. The coffee and her quiet smile warmed him as always. Theirs was a special relationship, built on years of trust and mutual respect.

 

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What Lies Inside by J.L. Myers @BloodBoundJLM

Posted on Sunday, November 24, 2013

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My mind screamed for me to move. To fight the monster who trapped me with its arms. But my body remained paralyzed, a prisoner of flesh and bone. It wasn’t fear. I knew that much. Inside I was striking out with limbs, nails, and teeth. But any connection to actual movement was lost. My whole body felt like it was filled with cement.

Parted lips closed in on my neck. My eyes darted around, desperate to find a way out of this. Darkness stretched beyond the waning light of a naked bulb. There was a single door, then nothing but damp stone and shadow. The stink of death and decay hung thick in the air. Horror seeped through my veins.

There was nothing I could do. No way to stop this. No way to save my life.

The sound of labored breath rasped. Not my own. Not this monster’s. In the shadows it was impossible to see where it came from. Was someone watching? Fear snaked through my soul. The fear wasn’t for my own life, not really. I was afraid for someone else. But who?

Any thoughts vanished as fangs punctured my flesh. A gasp escaped my lips.

Flames bloomed from the punctures, swarming across my skin. The monster clutched my body tighter and tighter with every sickening gulp.

As the flames began to dull, my internal screams and my drive to fight faded. Without the current of blood filling my veins, violent shivers took hold of my entire body.

My body was giving up.

With shallow contractions, my heart slowed. My mind wavered as my body began to fail. The crushing pain of imminent death faded. As my eyes fluttered shut, a memory of the boy I loved floated across the backs of my eyelids. I saw his dejected expression. I felt the moment he had crushed me against his body, covering my lips with his. Then I heard the words he had spoken for the very first time. “Amelia, I love you.”

An icy tear escaped my eye. Now he would never know the truth. Never know that my feelings for him were still as irrefutable and irrevocable as ever. Never know that I would give anything just to be in his arms and feel the warmth of his kiss one last time. The realization was more agonizing than knowing my fate now, more agonizing than any lingering pain.

I love you too. The memory faded, dissipating like a cloud of smoke.

The room began to blur and spin. Unable to blink, my eyes stared up at the dusty light bulb. Blood loss pressed in on me. I was so deathly cold. The edge of my vision turned black, light being eaten away by a stain like blotted ink. Then empty darkness took hold.

This is it, I thought. I’m dying.

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